I Was Supposed to Stay Quiet. I Didn't.
They thought I would disappear.
They counted on silence. On shame. On exhaustion.
But here I am.
And hereās the truth:
You donāt get to erase people and expect them not to respond.
What comes next isnāt noise.
Itās resistanceāwith receipts
This isnāt a warning. Itās a reckoning.
And Iām not just here to speakāIām here to be heard.
They called it a āwelfare check.ā
But I wasnāt missing. I wasnāt a danger to myself. I wasnāt having a mental health emergency. I was a transgender Medicaid recipient who had spoken too clearly, asked too many questions, and reached the end of what the system could tolerate. Thatās when the silence beganānot a bureaucratic oversight, but a calculated refusal. And thatās when the data started to move.
This isnāt a conspiracy theory. This isnāt speculation. This is a lived account of what happens when institutional power meets metadata profiling, and healthcare denial becomes a surveillance protocol.
What Happened?
This site shares my first-person narrativeābecause no lawsuit, no headline, and no corporate statement will ever fully convey what it means to be erased while still alive.
- I was denied medically necessary care that had already been approved.
- I was then framed as a potential threat based on private health information.
- That information, protected under HIPAA, was passed to law enforcement.
- There was no emergency. No warrant. No court order.
- There was only a transgender woman alone in her homeāsuddenly surrounded by armed officers.
Why Tell This Story?
Because I survived it.
Because others might not.
Because āadministrative erasureā is not a metaphorāitās a method.
And because the people responsible will never admit what theyāve done unless the truth is louder than their silence.
Iām not here to shame individuals. Iām here to expose a systemic pattern: when someone like me becomes inconvenient, the system withdraws care and escalates control. Thatās not medicine. Thatās profiling with a clinical face.
What Youāll Find in This Archive
- Redacted but verifiable evidence that aligns with the public record
- A survivorās voice preserved on her own terms
- Legal filings that document the breach, the silence, and the aftermath
- Whistleblower disclosures and internal metadata patterns
- A reconstruction of what they tried to make disappear
This is not about revenge.
Itās about documentation.
Itās about survival.
And this is not a story they wanted told.
But Iām telling it anyway.